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Monday, September 4th, 2006
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7:47 pm
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it has been a crazy last couple of weeks. i dont know where to start.
really.
school has started and im ready for it to be over already. i changed my major to film production. so, yeah.
this saturday will be LEGENDARY. come to spark and see me ruin some of your favorite songs. im singing and its cool if you make fun of me.
in case you guys didnt know, chris cox (love him or hate him) is moving tomorrow to texas.
if you are a praying person, please keep me in them.
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| Wednesday, August 9th, 2006
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8:33 am
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| Thursday, July 20th, 2006
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5:20 pm - just some thoughts
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hello friends,
so i rented black hawk down like a week ago and ive been meaning to watch it, but it's just i've been so busy. and tired.
i think im addicted to cloves, but i dont mind.
dont ever got to to walmart or kmart for the matter and try to buy a cd. you will leave cursing under your breath.
i have only two more weeks of the gayness that is college algebra. (this is round two by the way.) so pray i pass.
oh, also pray for my friend jon. hes moving back to the bahamas for two years. im gonna miss that guy. he is a good friend.
and lastly. liz b i do not want to be in your band. why dont you ask true.
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| Saturday, July 15th, 2006
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1:24 am
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been a while. so me and drew were supposed to hang out with these girls tonight, but it looks like its just me and jill tonight (jk, but not.)
the show was amazing. everyone was spot on except for me. i messed up a bit but its cool. i had a blast. afterwards, we proceeded to play a bunch of songs we listened to in high school. sam was pissed. he was like, "i gotta get up early in the morning!" we kept him till midnight. chris was fucking drunk. he was like, "play coke again!" we played it twice.
dirty jokes, friends fighting, cheesecake whip cream, alcohol, smokes, and ghost cracking the whip. yep. good times.
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| Sunday, July 2nd, 2006
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8:50 pm
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im starting a new band. drews in it. we need a drummer. if you know someone please let me know. however, i got about 10 friends on here and this will probably be a fruitless endeavor.
church was good today. i find that i am going through highs and lows. everything i said about two or three journals ago was a low.
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| Saturday, July 1st, 2006
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12:32 pm
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i just got out of the shower and since i have neglected doing laundary, i am in my towel waiting for my clothes to dry. so i thought, update lj!
holy shit i am so tired. ive worked a lot this week, but this weekend we put a new roof on my house. my dad is late to do things as always (the hurricanes were like two years ago) and to save money he had me up on the roof tearing shingles off and drying in the roof. i didnt mind helping its just i think im gonna have to start wearing those back support things that old people wear. good thing its a holiday weekend. i dont have to go back to work til wednesday.
i saw superman returns last night. amazing.
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| Monday, June 26th, 2006
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2:51 pm - hurray for rain
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today i found a turtle on my front porch. its weird because it looked liked it was far from home. its only a little bit bigger than a quarter. i named it raphael after my favorite ninja turtle (come on, you had to have seen that coming) and i gave it to my good friend john and hes gonna take care of it. oh, today i got rained out of work so im catching up on video games ive been neglecting. i also played a terrible game of poker last night. also i deleted my myspace a week ago. oh yes. thats a good feeling.
ive had enough of serious journal entries.
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| Friday, June 23rd, 2006
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7:29 am
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I have a problem with christianity. i still go to church but just on sunday mornings. i dont even think i would go if i wasnt in the praise band. thats terrible. also, i think i am doing it only so that my parents will be pleased. thats even worse. i see a bunch of so called christians around me and they disgust me. i think to myself, do they really enjoy the whole christian thing or is it an act? i can distinctly remember my salvation experience, but it was when i was like six. but since then, i have never felt like i was different in any way. so did i get saved, or was it nothing? i was sincere i remember, but still... idk.
going to church all my life has made me severely callused. nothing phases me anymore. ive been to church services where ive left with only two things - the music sucked or was ok and the speaker was terrrible or he was allright. no convictions though. im a fucking critic. of church! how did i get like this? ill tell you. i think ive been wanting God to get a hold of me rather then me try to get a hold of Him. and this has caused problems. i need to meet God half way (i think.) but i have no desire to. i am dead. empty inside. i havent felt Gods presence in so long. i say so long but the time i am thinking of is youth camp and does that even count? by the way, youth camp is a good idea, but it doesnt work. give it a week, and everything from camp is forgotten. of, and this really pisses me off. my cousin who i love and is my good friend but is also an asshole called me last night. said he was checking in on me. thats bullshit because just because he is playing "worship pastor" with derek in jacksonville doesnt mean he can give me that call. the bible says get the gigantic pole out of your eye before you go accuse of the needle in anothers.
im out of things to say. i am angry and confused. and this whole post has now made me late for work.
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| Sunday, June 11th, 2006
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2:04 pm
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ah, sunday afternoon in orlando florida. its ninety five degrees outside but it feels even hotter. im sticking to my shirt right now and sweat is dripping off my face. i love it. church was amazing today. first off, im back on guitar and i used me new vox for the first time... *sigh* ... amazing. really, great time of praise and worship. pastor talked about how we (christians) are like branches that produce fruit. some produce much fruit and some hardly or even none. lately i feel that i have been producing none. anyways, the bible verse he read said that for those who are producing little fruit, God will prune them and shapen them so that they will produce more fruit. to those that are producing no fruit he picks them off the ground and cleans them and places them back into the roots and through time they start to produce fruit (mind you that he said it way better. i have a way of destroying stories.) anyway, basically that was what i needed. God never stops loving us even when we royally screw up. even if we run from Him He still loves us and wants the best for us. he wants us to produce fruit and not be some decrepid vine on the ground covered in muck. after the message i went and played in the youth group. i usually leave after i play just because theres not much for me to do after that, but today, for some reason i stayed. dustin preached this amazing message that i have heard over a million times, but for today, it was like hearing it for the first time. basically, i need to get plugged into God because im really nothing without Him. ive been neglecting Him big time.
im moving out in a month or two. this is exciting and scary at the same time. im almost done at valencia, and then its on to ucf. this is also exciting and scary. like, my comfort zone is being shredded. anyways, i know i will be fine. i look back at other big things in my life, i got through them fine. it had to have been God.
ive run out of things to say except for this. i am thankful for my friends for being good to me.
oh, and i think me and drew have a show this friday? think godspeed you black emperor on cocaine, no, acid, wait, STEROIDS!! its this weekend at hollys church. come by to have your face blown off.
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| Saturday, June 10th, 2006
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1:25 am
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i have so much to do it seems, and so little time. oh, and no money either. i HATE doing grown up things. but i have to. i have been so busy lately i have neglected time with God. i have so many problems. sometimes i hate myself, and other times idk. im rambliing. i say out loud GOD WHERE ARE YOU? and i know the answer. hes in the same place. it was i who ran away not him. what the fuck jason
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| Wednesday, June 7th, 2006
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8:36 pm - incredibleness
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| Tuesday, June 6th, 2006
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9:18 pm
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| Wednesday, May 31st, 2006
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8:15 am
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i went to valencia to pay for a class. it's eight right now, only the damn business center doesnt open til eight thirty.
yesterday i worked from eight thirty in the morning to 7 at night. i came home and nearly collapsed. ol' longsworth is workin with me now so that keeps things more interesting.
anyways, i want to play a show, but where the hell is my band?
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| Thursday, May 25th, 2006
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8:55 pm - thursday night
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i am having a crisis. i have no money and no time it seems. i am overwhelmed. im not complaining, im just tired. not sleepy tired. body tired. i just need some rest. i think some of us are going to tamame tonight but im not sure. bubble tea. tomorrow is the first of hopefully many shows. God has blessed my band with tru so hopefully we can do something nice with all of our talents.
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| Saturday, May 20th, 2006
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11:00 pm - span stamina
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im so excited about writing music. ive had writers block lately. whenever i want to write a song nothing comes out. its when im really busy or not thinking about writing at all that i find myself coming up with melodies in my head. i cant explain it, but sometimes things just click in my head and music comes out.
all of my friends are computer addicts. macs arent that cool... (i will get shit for that one)
current mood:  optimistic
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| Sunday, May 14th, 2006
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2:50 pm - desert island list
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top 10 music
sunny day real estate - diary
neutral milk hotel - in the aeroplane over the sea
tortoise - tnt
pedro the lion - its hard to find a friend
radiohead - kid a
third eye blind - the red cd
mineral - endserenading
explosions in the sky - those who tell the truth...
the beatles - revolver
the beach boys - sounds of summer
top 10 movies
the goonies
that thing you do
the truman show
better off dead
ferris buelers day off
back to the future 1
back to the future 2
back to the future 3
indiana jones and the last crusade
the sandlot
course, how am i gonna have electricity on an island? batteries and a cd player will suffice, but ill need a ton of batteries. and im still not sure how ill hook up the tv and the dvd player...
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| Saturday, May 13th, 2006
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7:39 pm
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i just got back from west palm. it was a looong weekend. im sitting around right now and i just feel lonely. i want to find a girl that i can hang out with. i want a girl who will be my best friend. i want a girl who likes to make out. i want a girl who wants me to be a better peron. i want a girl who maybe, just maybe, could be... you know. is this asking too much? im such a total fucking loser when it comes to girls. for instance, girls are out there. theyre all around. i see them at places i go. but i never do anything about it. im really insecure i guess. zero confidence. but ive been fine for so long. im not like omg i have to have a girl right now. its just some days i get kind of down. i know there is someone out there for me somewhere. shes probably writing a similar livejournal entry right now.
oh, and please dont reply to this with like a "oh im sure theres someone out there for you jason :)"
that would just be just salt on the wound.
current mood:  okay
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| Sunday, May 7th, 2006
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12:39 pm - sunny, sunday afternoon
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i had a weird night last night. i woke up at like 3:30 and i could not go back to sleep. thats never happened to me. when im sleeping usually nothing wakes me up. anyways i got up and played a video game for about an hour then tried to go back to sleep. i ended up listening to an entire cd and i was still awake. when i finally did manage to fall asleep it was probably around five and i had to get up at six. that really messed me up this morning.
church was good today. the pastor talked about love, but not like mushy love. unconditional love. like jesus did. its some tough stuff to swallow. i need to work on a lot of areas in my life.
its weird. its summer and im not taking any classes at valencia. all i have is a summer job. this fall is gonna suck for for me because i have to retake two classes i failed a semester ago. thats what you get for not studying and not turning in important papers. in my defense though, my one teacher was bitch and didnt like me.
right now drew and holla are coming over. we're gonna watch arrested development. it is hands down one of the best shows ive seen. and thats the lllaaaaaaassssssttttt time ill say that.
current mood: happy
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| Saturday, May 6th, 2006
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9:47 pm
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| Friday, May 5th, 2006
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7:45 pm - friday night... bored
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well ive officially finished my first week at my new job. everything went fine except for one mishap with a staple gun... i like it and im glad i have something to do. ive got the weekend off so im just gonna hang out. ive got church on sunday and i always look forward to it. avolon church rocks my face off. me and drew and dustin went disk golfing today and my goal was to shoot a 70. i shot a 67 so im excited about that. sweet tomatos two days in a row - always enjoy that. plus its strawberry month and they have these amazing muffins... i finished up my tortoise collection yesterday so im pretty excited about that. theyre my favorite band. anyways, there are some really good shows coming up and hopefully ill be able to go to all of them. thats pretty much it. ive run out of things to say.
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